Play the game, and release your attachment to it.
Raise your head. Let yourself be visible in the world.
There is only one of you. Only you can carry the messages that want to arrive through your particular life.
These words capture one part of my Awaken as Love initiation retreat. I had understood them intellectually before. During the retreat, I felt them in my body and lived them from within.
Hiding can become its own form of selfishness. I had been writing only for Russian-speaking people, even though others might need to meet my energy and my work. I had allowed fear to make that choice for me.
Messages want to move through me. Love wants to move through me. Knowledge of Tantra, sacred contact and deep connection wants to move through me. Togetherness wants to move through me too.
My whole life has been an exploration of real contact with another person. That contact begins inside: with our own energy, sexuality and Kundalini. My work now is to learn how to share that knowledge.
I choose love over fear. I ask myself what I truly want.
I experience the divine and the universe playing through those desires. I am ready to join the game.
My heart holds enormous gratitude for James, Taina, Amerai and the thirty beautiful people who shared this week-long shamanic journey with me.
